I have strong shoulders.
For others that have tears in their eyes or tears waiting to fall.
For others who need someone to place their burdens upon.
I can see they have them.
For others so they may pray through.
They need to receive something.
I cast things out.
Others need me to be the one they can take it out on.
They expect me to come back strong.
I have to or they don’t want to see me.
I can bring out the worst that is in them when the time is right.
I still feel it though.
It effect/affects me personally.
Sometimes it may show.
And some people may know.
And tell me don't let it be so.
But that's just part of it.
Some people pray and wait but that doesn't always work for me.
I have to be proactive.
I need immediate relief and it is at our disposal.
I need someone to tell me God's word.
And not just any word will do for this situation.
I need to be reminded who I am in Christ Jesus.
Who is at the right hand of the Father looking down at me too.
Perhaps He will stand up for me on occasion like Stephen.
I need to hear that I have the victory.
I need to hear that I have overcome.
I need to hear that I defeat the enemy.
I need to hear that I pull down strong holds.
I need to hear that I posses weapons mighty of God.
I need to hear no weapon formed against me will prosper.
I need to hear that nothing I will ever do will separate me from His love.
I need to hear that He will always supply my needs and some of my wants.
This strengthens me immediately.
This lifts me up immediately.
This delivers me immediately.
I then realize that the enemy was oppressing me.
He can't stand that type of God talk and had to flee.
I keep and collect an arsenal of Spiritual Warfare Music.
If it works for me I buy it and pull it out as necessary.
I take it to the streets and check it out.
I need to crawl up on my bed
Lay down in the fetus position
Helpless before Him
There are times
When I need to spend time alone with Him
In my room
Talking to Him
Even out loud
Even in tongues
I need to tell Him what I really think about Him
And hope He does not get angry with me
I remember when I was his Court Jester.
Man, if I don’t make the King laugh he will kill me!
I’m glad He gave me a sense of humor.
If He kills me
He only has Himself to blame.
Maybe I still am his Court Jester…
Ha, Ha, Ha. Korah? Bible!
Be bold, be strong, for the LORD thy God is with me.
I am not afraid for I walk in strength and victory.
Most often I have to walk alone.
So sometimes I bring my help with me.
Sometimes my radio is right on queue.
When I don't know what I need or what to do.
And the music brings me out and through.
Christian DJ's know what to do.
We're all connected.
When you deal with a lot of people it is the thing to do.
It used to be rare when I left home without it.
I usually did a spiritual check to determine what to bring with me.
My Psychiatrist tried to talk me out of it.
He didn’t think I should use the head sets.
I have a portable AM and FM radio cassette player,
And a portable CD player.
He did not understand.
I could not explain it to him.
Not everyone is a Spiritual Warrior.
He is not ready to hear it yet.
It's taken me years to get him this far.
Sometimes he seemed so spiritually minded, and then other times so carnal. Or perhaps I was not ready to do the work without it.
Man, I have to help everybody I can try to and sometimes do maybe I don’t know ?!? And You are mindful of him?